suddenly i'm famous and people know my name HuiTing; Nineteen 23rdMay; Gemini CPS;BPGHS♥ Ngee Ann Poly, Sch of ICT, MMA Currently Year3 bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

my heart has been captured by your funny little smile

i don't know for sure where this is going 4L1bellyjeans Amanda Carissa's BlogShop Claudia Emily Fangyee Felicia Fonna Germaine's BlogShop Huimin Khairunnisa Kityan Krystal Michelle Moritza Natalie Qingping Shuwen Siqi Sophia Tanya Tingen Wanying Xinying Yufen Yc Zac Deviantart Photobucket Flickr YouTube

don't promise me forever just love me day by day Layout: hasta mañana Inspiration: balloon.s Fonts: toomunch Icons: defying affection Lyrics: Funny Little World Others: colour codes

they're all at a party down under, dancing like flames histories: June 2005 histories: July 2005 histories: August 2005 histories: September 2005 histories: October 2005 histories: November 2005 histories: December 2005 histories: January 2006 histories: February 2006 histories: March 2006 histories: April 2006 histories: May 2006 histories: June 2006 histories: July 2006 histories: August 2006 histories: September 2006 histories: October 2006 histories: November 2006 histories: December 2006 histories: January 2007 histories: February 2007 histories: March 2007 histories: April 2007 histories: May 2007 histories: June 2007 histories: July 2007 histories: August 2007 histories: September 2007 histories: October 2007 histories: November 2007 histories: December 2007 histories: January 2008 histories: February 2008 histories: March 2008 histories: April 2008 histories: May 2008 histories: June 2008 histories: July 2008 histories: August 2008 histories: September 2008 histories: October 2008 histories: November 2008 histories: December 2008 histories: January 2009 histories: February 2009 histories: March 2009 histories: April 2009 histories: May 2009 histories: June 2009 histories: July 2009 histories: August 2009 histories: September 2009 histories: October 2009 histories: November 2009 histories: February 2010 histories: March 2010 histories: June 2010 histories: August 2010 histories: September 2010 histories: October 2010

[Mood]- frustrated; confused

i just want them to be a bit understandable. Is that so difficult?

why can't they just let me be the way i am?
why do they always have to force me to do things i don't want?
why do they think that they are right?
why don't they just buy a puppet instead of of having me?

you said you won't care even if i left home and stayed by myself
you said you won't care even if i ran away with someone
you said you won't care and won't mind having one less child

i just wanna say i don't care either. maybe i'm born in the wrong era, maybe my past life was such a horrible disaster to be, or maybe i'm not supposed to be here at all. i don't care. This is not what i can handle afterall.

you don't understand me at all
i don't understand you either

i realized i'm always not happy at home. even though school is a horrible exprience with all the terrible teachers and mountains of homework. i smiled. i laughed. i truly felt happy with my friends. all i felt at home were just emptiness, anger and frustration.

i don't get it.
i just don't.

someone enlighten me perhaps.

when friends understand you better than your family, that is priceless