(Sunday, September 17, 2006 / 11:12 PM)
Tomorrow is yet another Monday to come. Finished all my homework except for chemistry. It's an idiotic subject taught by a muddle-headed teacher. Most of the time had to figure out by myself what he was teaching after the lesson. So what's the use of listening to him? LOL.
EOY examinations are round the corner starting with the English papers. I'm really worried that I might flunk it. I'm not from a English speaking family so what do you expect? That's why I always sounded funny when speaking English. I'm so not use to it. I HATED speaking English. Let it rots till it smell bad. You are officially cerebrally constrained if you don't know what cerebrally constrained means. Get it? No? Too bad then.
Finally gotten the CIP letters from the Woodland Library. Cool man, 20 hours added. You get to be in an air-conditioned place and you only need to straighten, shelf and arrange the books and you'll easily get CIP hours. It is a task worth my time. XD
I know I should not dwell on the past, but it is only the thing that gets me going. Without it, I am only a failure, a loser that has no use. An extra human being not meant to be born into this world. OBS made me realize I am in this world for a reason, and that I do exist. I am not an invisible person nor am I useless. The sad thing is, no one seem to appreciate you until one day you are suddenly gone. It's all too late by then.
You will never get back what you had lost. What does not belong to you will eventually be taken away from you.
She made me realized everything is so precious to be taken away from me. Thanks for everything. Wishing you enough forever and ever...
Why do I always feel like a dwarf in this giant world?
