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Stressed. Really stressed.

I don't know why. I just felt too tired to go on. May it be physically or mentally. I wanted to go back to the times during OBS. I told that to my mum, and she said -

"It's not that you miss OBS. It's just that you don't want to face reality."

Okay, maybe I have to agree on that. But not totally. I really miss OBS too. Especially my instructor. Just when I don't want to let her down, so I started clearing my pile of homework, but yet another pile just came crashing down onto me. I thought of the stories my obs instructor had told me. However, just talking about it is not as easy as doing it.

Stresses. Problems. Difficulties. Adversities. It's how you handle it, and not how big it is.

I know today was a bad day for many people. Though I was lucky enough not to be in, I had to work hard so that it will never come to me.

When I came back after lunch with xy, I lay on my bed and slept till 9pm before waking up. My mum was wondering why I was so tired. I don't even know the answer myself. Nevermind. Just get a fresh start.

I will remember my obs instructor's words of advice.
I am going to clear my homework somehow or another.
I must never, ever submit myself to adversities.
Believe in others, believe in yourself.
I know I can do it if I believe in myself.

She gave me care and concern. That's why I trusted and believe her.