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Depressed. Sad. Empty.

I felt useless, I just felt I'm useless. Can't even do anything properly.

That 'someone' said that everyone born into this world have talent somehow or another. Did he really have scientific reasoning for this? I doubt so.

Me.

Not good in English
Not good in Chinese
Not good in Math
Not good in Humanities
Not good in Science
Not good in Sport
Not good in Music
Not good in Art

I don't know how to Speak well
I don't know how to Dance well
I don't know how to Sing well
I don't know how to Play well
I don't know how to Draw well

So, tell me, is there actually something I'm good in?

Why am I born into this world, when I'm so hopeless in everything?

I'm really getting despair. I wanted to give up, but I don't even know how to give up.

World is just so fair. A person can be good in everything, while another person can be bad in everything. Right. This world is just so F.A.I.R. to everyone.

Pressurized. Everyone around me are talented.

But me? I'm just an extra human being born into this world.

It makes no difference whether I exist or not. No care, no one bothers. Others don't even realize that I do exist.

You think I'm happy when I'm smiling? Think again.

I'm just so exhausted that I can't even cry.