(Monday, May 15, 2006 / 3:37 PM)
*Gritted* It's such a dumb ass. It's really
!@#$%^&*.I ain't feeling very good right now. I'm so irritated and pissed off.
Initially, when I went to school this morning, I was feeling a lot better and more cheerful. And speak a lot of craps with sq. All morning just chit-chat.
Uh-huh.
However, after recess, I wasn't anymore. I'm starting to get moody. And there's reason for it.
Firstly, first period is chinese, but teacher didn't came so we chat. After like about half an hour, our class chairman ... or rather chairwoman started discussing about the really-wasting-time-and-baka cheering competition.
Right, I was like ... 'okay fine, whatever'. But some of the cheers were really nice.
Next was english, the teacher did came in, but she allowed us to do whatever we want since the english paper weren't marked finished yet. So we continued out cheering comp. discussion.
Third period was PE. It was utterly fun, and enjoyable. But then again, we are sick of playing the same thing over and over. Then came recess. So happily me and sq went up to 3t2. I was happy, but I am not sure about sq.
Uh-huh, during recess. someone spoke something which trigger my mood swing. My mood was then like a ship with a small hole. Though not serious, water was coming in every second and the ship may sink anytime.
A-math right after recess. AND WHICH IS THE WORST THING EVER! Ms Wong gone, and I terribly missed her. She was far far far better than Mrs Chiu. *sobbed* "Ms Wong, where are you ... "
Right, so Mrs Chiu came into the class, looking extremely pissed off. The moment the whole class was settled, she began her lecture. She said we were the worst lot of whole sec 3.
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT? IT IS BECAUSE WE AIN'T DOING WELL IN MATH, THAT'S WHY WE CHOOSE BIO, IF NOT, WE WOULD HAVE CHOOSE PHYSIC!!! DO YOU THINK WE WANTED IT VERY MUCH TO FAIL MATH? WE JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND! WHAT CAN WE DO ABOUT IT! GO CHANGE A BRAIN OR SOMETHING? OR DO YOU WANT US TO COMMIT SUICIDE?
Fuck it. So pissed off.
Then later, bio. Teacher came in and gave us the OAS. I got 22/30. And that makes my mood somehow better. As the teacher goes through the question with us, amanda and I were like joking all the way ... And that took a better turn in my mood.
But I am still very pissed off.
That's what all the adults like to do. Keep digging on our weakness, and never ever praise on our strength. It's not like they have no weakness or something.
No one is perfect. Ever heard of this? We can commit suicide if you want us to be no one.
Damn.
Life is sure unfair.
It's just a damnit thing
