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Fuck it. I hate him.

I NEVER liked him since I was young.

Why can't just he understand it.

Why do I have to put on a happy smile every second even when I am at home, while he, can put on a black face?

Why to I have to greet everyone I saw despite I'm so tired.

Why do I even have to let everything to my siblings, just because they are born later than me?

Why does he always say I'm in the wrong and even blame me, even when it's not my fault?

He bought everything my brothers wanted, only lacking the cars and houses. Toys, gameboy, WHATEVER my bro said. He's plain just bias. Just because I'm a girl, and my brother is a boy. What the hell, he just got some extra meat. What's the deal about it.

For all I care. I'm sick of this. I was wondering whether to just barge into the kitchen and take a knife to cut my wrist. I really did thought of that just now. I really did ...

He just suck like hell. If he don't like me, why let me be born into this idiotic world at first ...