(Saturday, November 12, 2005 / 2:23 PM)
I felt like committing suicide. I'm SERIOUS.
ever wonder how you feel when you jumped down from the building? Well, go play the Pirate Ship and you will know.
Jumping off a building is not a good way to end your life. Because before you reach the ground, you would have scared to death already. Even if you do not, you may not die and end up paralyze and that's even worse.
Cutting your wrist is also a bad method. Because it take A LOT of courage to cut yourself and you will feel VERY painful when the blood started flowing out.
Taking poison isn't a good way too. You will end up choking and throwing out foams from your mouth which is a very disgusting sight to see.
I suggest taking a lot of sleeping pills to end your life off. This way you will not feel any pain and will be free from the world with much comfort.
Things mention above is not responsible for any one who went to commit suicide after reading this. I only tell you the ways, i did not tell you to go and really commit suicide, dude!
i'm starting to really hate guys that have white skin, for no reason. Especially when they are an Asian.
Firstly they looked like Xiao Bai Lian. Disgusting.
Secondly they looked unhealthy. Eeeww.
Lastly I like guys with tanned skin tone, but not too tanned. So i HATE guys with skin that is so white they look like GIRLs!
I'm so bored, so bored, so bored. Nothing to do except doing my homework.
And I can't seem to finish that stupid vocab book. argh.
singing ...
i just hate going to school
i just hate going to school
and i really hate studying in school.
forever seem to be studying
and under the control of the teachers and adults
is that what we are born for ?
or we are born to study
so that we can have those so called good jobs,
just to earn a lot of money, like millons and billions.
if that is why we are born,
then we might as well not be born
into this life just to suffer so much
singing end ...
Ooh. What a lame song I created. Hey, maybe i can be a composer in the future. What do you guys think? huh?
hahaha. just kidding only.
i'm going to hit my head against the wall again. bye. yak yak yak
