(Friday, June 10, 2005 / 5:28 PM)
Been trying really very hard to concentrate on doing my homeworks today but seem like i got not enough mind power to do that. if not i won't be here crapping anyway.
Really must finish at least 3/4 of my homeworks by thuis sunday. Coz next weeks will be project week and last week got to go back to school for cca. Really crappy man, my cca.
Recently i have worshipped Linda,a artist, as my idol. Okay, not that serious, just suddenly admire her for no reason. =) But then, i think she's cute and pretty. Just my view anyway. So you don't have to agree with that,
completely.
i was just thinking, why we have to study so hard. for what reason? Yes, parents all said is for our own good, so that we won't suffer in the future.
Why will we suffer if we don't get high degree? That is because we won't be able to get good job and thus salary will be low and we will suffer.
So, even us, student are also striving hard all because of MONEY, not just adult. Thus what ascendant said, Money is the Devil of all root.Oops, should be Money is the Roots of all Devil. I have to completely agree with that.
Living in a world where there are a lot of competitions going on everyday is really very tiring, and stressful too. No one want that life, so, why do people still say a new birth is a joy? Bringing a innocent human to this cruel life, is that a joy.
Maybe i'm just a too sadist person.
Linda- my idol......
